- there are so many nevers in my head tonight.
i am weary, even of myself,
and this incessant elation and despair.
nothing is real.
my heart is of no importance.
and if i could, i would, but i lost the trick of it a long time ago. my conscience is too clever; it worms in through the tiniest crack.
never mind.
i am only talking to myself.
3 comments:
hi there toujours. sorry you didn't get any news today. the waiting must be dreadful.
take care, my thoughts are with you.
Hiya TJ,
I am sorry you feel so horrible right now. You know we are feeling this with you. But, like I said, you carry us all-and we know you won't fall.
I dropped you a note. Waiting for your amused response. :P
-loves
Hey, TJ!
Just wanted you to know I was thinking about you.
Like FASC said, the waiting is probably excruciating. I hope you get some good, relieving news sometime this week. :)
Take care of yourself.
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