Saturday, April 26, 2008

walking the path blindfolded.

i have always had an inner voice. my mother told me about it when i was a child, and i have always heard it. it is my jiminy cricket, my heart's voice, my gods' whisper. in all things, i have walked the path of my life with my inner voice as my primary guide.

turning over my path to the fates is both a departure from that, and a continuation of it. i am willingly allowing the path to unfold at my feet without my direction, and yet, to do so, i must listen closer to my inner voice than ever before. my intuition is crucial now.

i am walking forward, a cloth tied about my face. my hands are outstretched, and my heart open and listening. i am a follower. i am being led.

i am happier than i have ever been.

and my destination is unknown, the outcome of this leap away from the charted world wholly a gift yet to be unwrapped. whatever the fates give me in the end, it will be good. it will be wonderful. it will be the right thing and the best thing for me. i believe this, i trust this, whole-heartedly.

so, lead on.

i will follow.

4 comments:

farawaysoclose said...

hello TJ!

i like what you have written. i believe in fate also but i don't think i am as trusting in it as you. i am glad you are happy, i am glad that you are out there living it!! i am very jealous that you have the freedom to do it. maybe one day i will too??!!

hope you are enjoying catching up with your family.

take care of yourself!

P.S thanks for the update on the gothic!! i'd given up hope!! only kidding!!

Amyranth said...

Hiya Teej!

I'm keeping weird hours, so I'm not around as much, but I'm glad to hear you're enjoying the fuck out of yourself!

Keep us updated! We miss you!@


-A

redrum said...

If you believe it, then so it will be.

JocelynHolly said...

TJ!

That picture is amazing; the background on my desktop to be exact.

I love you and I can't even begin to say how much I thank you for the wonderful gift you sent me. I didn't just cry about the comic, I cried because of what you had to say to me in the letter. You've helped me lots over the past months, and I thank you from the bottom of my bottomless heart.

xoxox;
- 007