- that's all. not even a full week until the apartment management turns me over to their lawyers and the eviction process is set in full swing.
my mom might be helping me, or she might just be asking me a lot of questions. i can't tell yet.
i've begun to research what to do with my belongings and who might shelter my cat, just in case.
i'm sorry to everyone that i haven't been putting gifts under lolita's tree, that i haven't been on the blog adding my support to those who need it.
i can't be of use to anyone, neither our host nor our friends.
i am embarrassed, and ashamed.
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TJ,
We'll be here for you if you let us. We're kind of good at that sort of thing, ya know?
And can I just go on record one more time and say...you are never invisible.
Love,
S
I'm here doll, always and forever because you are family to me now.
Hell, I feel like I haven't been supporting anyone lately, I feel so disconnected, out of it.
I don't know what's going on, I want to help but can't because.... I don't know who wants me to reach out.
You are not invisible, your face has always been one that stood out in the crowd.
TJ, you're beautiful, and valued.
xoxo cupcake.
Toujours,
I am sorry to hear about this.
I agree with every word Sdock and Cupcake said.
My absence from these blogs has actually made me feel VERY disconnected with everyone. It feels good to be back and almost in the swing of things, although, it will all go back downhill next week. *sighs*
You really are one awesome, beautiful, supportive, and amazing friend. I am glad to have found you on these blogs. (or you may have found me..=])
I cannot wait for the next MCR tour.
You + Me = Amazing road trip.
Stay strong young grasshopper.
I love you with all of my might.
*HUG*
*HUG*
*HUG*
HUGS&KISSES;
- 007
NO!
Stop thinking that way. This blog is helpful to all of us. But, with what you're dealing with right now, we should be the last of your concerns. We'll be here to help you. But know that it isn't mandatory that you be here for us, especially when we're not in your position right now.
We're the ones that should be coaching and talking you through. You don't need to apologize for anything, 'kay? No embarrassment. No shame. Just you.
Now, I read your post at Sdock's. Honest as always, lovely Toujours. I can say I felt that, too, last night. I was like, "For me?" No one's ever reached out for me, it's always been the other way around. I'm always doing the reaching, and sometimes I reach too far and I fall, and there's never anyone there to help me back up. So, his post I truly wasn't expecting. I'm going to think in my head that it was for us (even thought I really think it was for someone in his own life). I'm just going to think that because it's more comforting than not. You can think that, too. And if not, I'm holding mine out.
Keep your chin up and your spirits high. You'll get through this. We all will.
Toujours,
Reading your comment made me smile. You have the gift of doing that to people! I was extremely happy that we got to chat, even for a little while.
( I actually think our plan would be awesome to do one day. ) Anyways, I really do love you sweetie.
Hugs&Kisses;
- 007 -
I wanna shoot that snarky critic right in the face is what I really want to do. But sometimes I think I need her to keep me level-headed and on an even keel, you know? I've never been without her, so her not being there would probably throw me off.
I appreciate your compliment. I only try to give my thoughts on things, in hopes that one, someone will benefit from it, and two, someone will understand. So, if that is grounds for being an angel, then we ALL are.
Disappearing? Someone that's affected your thought process can't disappear. You made me think. You made me break, but only in a good way. I can't ever forget that.
You're great, TJ. Just splendid.
Squeak squeak don't say that! You are not useless! You are a wonderful and great friend, and adorable too! ^_^
you have family here. You have us and we will always be here to support you. You are a part of this no matter what *hugs*
XOXO
Thankyou for the concern. Im still alive still kicking, just finding things hard you know. Thankyou so much for bothering though, you willnever know how much that means to me take care xxx
Dont speak this way of yourself either toujors. you are help to everyone. you noticed i was sad and commented. that means so much to me. you were the only one to do that, dont ever think that you are of no use to anyone thats siply not true. (((hugs))) xxx
Thankyou so much really thankyou. im overwhelmed by your kindness. thankyou.
the same goes for you sweetie. at the moment im just numb, i dont know, not much to say unless im drunk. il just be laying low until the cloud passes. thankyou for your kindness. are you looking forward to christmas?
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