- in every spy flick there's the defuse the bomb! scene, wherein the hero feverishly -- yet calmly -- saves the world yet again by disabling the most fiendishly clever incendiary device. there's always a red digital readout on the thing, ticking away the seconds to the end of the world, and it always stops with a second or two to spare.
my ex played the role of james bond today. he gave me his christmas bonus, which happened to be the exact amount i needed to stave off my eviction.
i'm still in a financial mess, and it's going to take a while to straighten it out and get myself back on a solid path, but the crisis is over. my world is saved. i have a home.
and to everyone who has been so kind, who has come here and left such warming words of support -- bc (the avenger!), cupcake, dei gratia, ergoproxy, miss t, mustardisbetter, paperheartxx, sdock, and shame in me -- you are the ones who strengthened my heart, and chased away the fear, and no words can truly express the gratitude i have for you, or show how blessed i feel to be a part of this blog experience that has brought all of you into my life. because of all of you, i wasn't alone. it didn't matter that you are all scattered across the globe, with your words i could feel your care as if you had all come to my doorstep at once.
thank you, my friends. i love you.
14 comments:
That is wonderful news. I'm so happy for you, TJ. I just knew that it would work out.
You know what? You're so strong. You realize that? What you've been through in the past half-month, I can't even imagine being in that position. But look at you. You stayed strong. Even when you weren't positive, we were helping you keep that mindset.
Now your holidays will be splendid. And you can get yourself back on track next year. You're a trooper.
I love you, too.
Mustard
You are a trooper, missy!
I'm so happy for you, not only because of the money, but because now you know you can do anything! Everything else will work itself out.
Love,
Dawn
TJ that is such great news. Now that weight is lifted you can make your plans to go forward.
Still praying for you, I hope this dawn is the start of a beautiful new day
And I knew it would all work out!
You know how I knew?
Because I'm faithful like that...
Love ya, TJ!
S
TJ, I am so fucking happy for you. If only you could see how big my smile is.
*A huge sparkly wink for my Roger*
you're all making me smile so huge!
i just got home from work, and stopped at the manager's office starightaway and paid my rent. it was such a good feeling -- and the manager even gave me a hug. ^__^
it's quite amazing how quickly things turned around once you guys all starting pulling for me -- are you a magical bunch or what?
thank you all so much! keep your fingers crossed for me that i don't have to go through this again!
That is great news squeak squeak! I am happy to hear that. No need to thank me. Your gratitude and kind words are always enough. :)
*hugs*
P.S. I love you too!
Congratulations, Toujours. First the rent, now a job! You're on the upswing, baby!
knock on wood, star! :)
Toujours;
I am glad that you're life is starting to sort itself out. The fact that you aren't getting evicted anymore is wonderful news!! I am very very very happy for you!
Congratulations on getting the job as well. You deserve it. You are such a strong and amazing person. I love you with all of my heart. Think positively and don't let any shit bring you down. I know that you are strong, but this just proves it even more. I am proud of you.
I love you lots, and I am sending you a zillion and three hugs.. in my mind of course. Can you feel the love?!
- 007
P.S. Are you excited for our "documentary" following the next MCR tour? ;)
paperheartxx, i feel like i've been hit with a zillion and four hugs -- are you sure you didn't miscount? *heehee*
thank you for all the love and support, my hug fu master -- i'm going to take another lesson from you, too. i've really admired how you've stayed so cheerful even though you can't be on the blog all the time because of work and everything else -- and so when i start my job for real, i'm going to try to be like you, and just enjoy whatever time i can have on the blog.
you're such a good teacher! :D
and oh yeah baby am i ready for that documentary trip! the guys are going to get so sick of seeing us on the barrier! lol
mikey: *pointing* psst, gerard, it's those two again.
*paperheartxx and tj wave*
*mikey and gerard wave back, smiling half-heartedly*
gerard: mikey, do you suppose we can get worm to do something about them?
^_____^
*worm goes to talk to strange stalkerish girls*
*girls unleash hug-fu moves on worm*
*Mikey and Gerard wake up from sleep on bus to see two distorted faces pressed to window*
Worm "But guys they were so sweet about it"
LOL! XD
oh you just know worm is susceptible to hug fu! it's a good thing paperheartxx and i would never use our powers for ~evil~.
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